The memories i can't get out of my head are the memories i want to forget.
Every day is a struggle, should i fight or let go?
Love you? Hate you? Both?
Every phonecall, every text, leaving a hole in my heart.
Told you I needed time, dont know where to go anymore.

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I'm not afraid to cry
Every once in a while even though goin' on
With you gone still upsets me

There are days
Every now and again I pretend I'm okay
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away


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